Wednesday, May 19, 2010

the return: an update

Things were going pretty good there for a few weeks, so that was nice. Tonight marks a vivid return to very small meals and mostly pureed/liquids. Does anyone else out there have trouble with Ensure? It's not so much anything in it as the consistency I think. I can't seem to drink a whole one all at once since I just get full and bloated almost immediately. The vitamin issue persists.

And because I thought I was doing ok, I had a multi-vitamin pill. I had eaten (mashed potatoes, pureed peas. woo!) so I figured it wouldn't sit in an almost empty stomach. Within 5-10 mins I was sick. Drinking ginger ale and trying not to move so I can keep it down.

I had surgery last week for what was supposed to be an ovarian cyst removal and turned out to be widespread endometriosis. After the pain went away, and I got a little vacation from work, I was feeling really good, positive, motivated. I thought it was the break that did it, but now I'm thinking it was the fact that I hadn't felt nauseous or incapacitated for a couple weeks. But I remember this, I remember not being able to do what I want to do, the painful manifestations, and trying not to throw up. Yes, I remember this.

Also, it has come to my attention that Idiopathic GP will no longer be acknowledged by Medicare for FY2011. While this doesn't directly affect me, it is indicative to the lack of understanding and care about people who suffer from this. And let's face it, should I ever lose my job and my health insurance and have to be on Medicaid, I would be screwed, pre-existing condition issue notwithstanding. I do plan on writing to Ms. Sebelius (I campaigned for her way back when I was in high school and she was running for Insurance Commissioner AND I've worked for Medicare) and any other representative and urge anyone reading this to do the same. It's bad enough that this is relatively untreatable, but to take away the right to even attempt to make it better is ridiculous.

"a. Unacceptable Principal Diagnosis Edit: Addition of Code for Gastroparesis
It has been brought to our attention that code 536.3 (Gastroparesis) has a “code
first underlying disease” note. This note indicates that code 536.3 should not be used as a
principal diagnosis. Therefore, code 536.3 should have been included on the list of
unacceptable principal diagnoses in the MCE. We agree that code 536.3 should have been included on the list of unacceptable principal diagnoses in the MCE. Therefore, for FY 2011, we intend to add code 536.3 to that list."

Found here: http://www.kslaw.com/Library/publication/HH042610_Rule.pdf

Contact your reps: http://www.usa.gov/Contact/Elected.shtml

Saturday, May 1, 2010

the burping....

oh god, the burping.