I apologize if anyone is offended by my language, but last night was goddamned awful. Yesterday I had a little applesauce for breakfast and a hot mocha. Lunch (late) was some pureed peas and curried-carrot-ginger soup. I was fine after all that. Then at about 5pm, I had a handful of Cheez-its and one slice of thin-sliced turkey. Rebel, I know. I felt moderately ok, so about an hour and a half later, I had the rest of the Cheez-its (one of those small, vending-size bags). Yeah, and I did have about 8oz of Pimm's and ginger ale. I was incapacitated for the rest of the night, just lying there trying desperately not to throw up. It also felt like a lot of air is trapped in my stomach. Ended up going to bed early. What else was I supposed to do? More lost time and it seems to be in a bad stage right now. Perfect, since I have company in town and I'll have to explain. She wants to take me out to dinner on Monday, ha.

Right now, I still feel nauseous, but I'm not sure if it's because I'm hungry, it's residual, it's an air pocket, or I'm making myself worry. I'm scared of eating but I'm hungry. Even when I'm nauseous, the hunger is still there. I'll just stick to liquids today and see how it goes. I have too much to do to lose time by being sick.